You are too busy to talk to me
As you got up
this morning,
I watched you
and hope you would talk to me in Fajer,
even if it was
just a few words,
asking my
opinion of thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday
- but noticed
you were busy trying to find the right outfit to put on and wear to work.
I waited
again.
When you ran around the house getting ready I
knew there would be a minutes for you to stop
and say
alhamdollilah, but you were too busy.
At one point
you had to wait fifteen minutes nothing to do except sit in chair.
Then I saw you
spring to your feet.
I thought you
wanted to talk to me but you ran to the phone
and called a
friend to get the latest gossip.
I watched as
you went to work and I waited patiently all day long.
With all your
activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that
before lunch you looked around, maybe you felt embarrassed to talk to me,
that is why
you didn't bow your head for Zuher prayer.
You glanced
three or four tables over and noticed some of your friends
talking to me
(saying prayer) after they ate, but you didn't.
That's okay.
There is still more time left,
and I have
hope that you will talk to me in Aser,
yet you went
home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do.
After a few of
them were done you turned on the TV,
I don't know
if you like TV or not,
just about
anything goes there & you spent a lot of time each day in front of it,
not thinking
about anything - just enjoying the show.
I waited
patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal
but again you
didn't talk to me in Isha.
Bedtime...I
guess you felt too tired.
After you said
goodnight to your family you plopped into and fell asleep in no time.
That's okay
because you may not realize that I am always there for you.
I've got
patience more than you will ever know.
I even want to
teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so
much that I wait everyday for a nod,
prayer or
thought or a thankful part of your heart.
It is hard to
have a one-sided conversation.
Well you are
getting up again and once again I will wait with nothing
but love for
you hoping that today you will give me some time.
It is in your interest to ask from me,
others have no powers to give you anything they always ask for themselves.
There are very few, when they ask from me, they ask for themselves,
their friends, neighbors, relatives, subordinates and business partners.
Have a nice
day! I will give you without asking, as I know what is in your heart.
Your Creator
who loves you more than your mother.
(contributed
by a friend)